It is not my belief that God expects us to mysteriously find out who we are as spirits. Instead, we wake up to who we are by being. Following our bliss and doing what makes the soul sing. No matter the twist and turns your journey may take, at some point in time you will be able to say aha! You will see how the broken road you’ve traveled was guided every step of the way. That’s one of the eternal beauties of life on this planet. That is part of the joy in the mystery.
When we do find out what our life is about we are able to move and manifest more quickly. We still depend on Divine grace but not for pulling a small rabbit out of the hat, no. We, as true awaken spirits, now pull hares out of the hat. Pigeons and dragons, especially dragons. Oh, the roar of the dragon when it has been pulled from the birthing hat which we all wear as crowns.
I love the possibility that each and every one of us can pull the beast from our person. I believe that there is an abundance of good souls facing down the bulls in their lives. I say that because I’ve gone through the process of waking up to my soul- at least on a deeper level. See, the process of waking up to the soul takes decades and come in layers; what you know about ourselves at 20 become almost obsolete at 50. Not that what we’ve learned when we’re young is no longer useful but there is a deeper need from God calling us the older we get.
I use to say that this living wasn’t for the faint of heart. I now see that those with a faint heart are the ones that are needed on the front lines because they have the greatest amount of faith, and God loves faith more than he loves himself. No matter how slow they move or how many times they give up there will be a journey that will be manifested by them showing them who they are; because we are eternal and our purpose is to be like God no matter how long or how many lifetimes it takes. So move at the speed of a turtle or slowly sink into the waters if you feel that that’s what’s best for you but know that your hesitation only delays your awareness of the thought process of God and therefore the many gifts that God has for you- including the cool walking and talking with the angels.
In order to do this, you have to be willing to say “I want something different than everyone else” because you are different than everyone else. This my friends take unconditional faith and love, trust and obedience. Qualities which we witness unfolding within ourselves, qualities which we are born with. It’ll happen the more times you repetitively jump in the deep end of spirit. Each time you come back up you’ll look and feel different, more radiant, more stunning, more beautiful because, after all, God loves beauty. Don’t attempt head first diving if you’re not ready just to show off. Just know that it’s safe and the water’s fine and it will support you.
Of course, I say all this now that I’ve awakened to that point of no return and I expect everyone to follow my lead. So think of this post as encouragement to take the leap, head first in the deep end, knowing that if no one else got you God got you and you are never without a life preserver.
-Thanks for listening